Objects of Security

I finally got a kleenex box to keep by my bed. I feel at least a little more secure. Before I would have to get out of bed and use toilet paper. It felt more pathetic. My other object of security is my water bottle. It must always be full. I am always afraid of dying of thirst. Another thing is my clothing. I like to wear clothing that hides my body. I hate it when people touch me and I keep telling them not to but they do it anyway. I don't understand why people can't follow even a simple request. I also like my teddy bear but sometimes I get afraid of my teddy bear. Maybe it is time to get a new stuffed animal. The last object of security is my computer because I can watch TV episodes online when I need to distract myself. Without these things my life will fall apart. I am excited about my kleenex box. Maybe I can pick out a variety of kleenex boxes in different colors to put all around the house. The only problem is having to get up to throw used kleenex into the garbage can. I wish I had a maid like Blaire Waldorf. I also wish I could move out of this house. I keep finding things that I need to throw away because they scare me. I wish I had a maid to fill up my water bottle. I wish I could watch TV on my computer without hurting my neck. Even my favorite things cause me problems.